The start of a new life

Wile reading this keep in mined, I can not spell worth shit. Well it has be all most a year since I left my soon to be ex-husband. This has been the most pain fall and frustrating thing that I have had to go though, even though my parents abandoning me and being homeless as an young teenager. The thing that makes it so hard is my son and knowing that his dad is not a good for him what so ever. Sadly to say my son would me better off not knowing his dad. God I don't know what I ever saw in him. Any ways, my nerves have been shot lately. My divorce is almost over and my ex has destied to take me back to court, cause "I'm not worth paying child support" and he is trying every thing he can to get out of it. In the mean time he is doing every thing to make my life a living hell. Well I have been working really hard all this time to make sure that my son has every thing that I can give him. It is so hard but I am strong and I know I will make it one way or anther. Right now I am trying to make one of the hards decisions in my life. The thing is I want to go back to school so bad but I already have a student lone of $14000 to pay off, that and I need to work full time to make ends meet for my son. His dad is a ded beat so there is no way I could look to him for his sons needs. Therese also my grandma she is getting to old to take care of her self and wants me to move in with her. If I do I can go back to school, pay off some diet that my ex made for me. Sounds like the answer to my problem right. Well there is all so the fact that I have not lived in a place for more than a year sens I was 8 years old. In September I will have been in this area for a year. I have restart my life over agin, so many time. Because of this I have a hard time bring my self to even consider moving to my grandmas. My son has gotten so attached to his grandma "my mom" that I can not bar to take that away from him. He is almost 3 and the only person that has really been there for him is me. His dad has been in and out of his life sense he was born and now he gets to see my mom ever day and he loves it. So I don't think that I should pack up and move to anther town all over again, when my son and I have filly mad a life for us here.